not my day..

Today sux ah..just not my day..i'm so sad to hear bout it..Why its always me being hurt??...why?....every gals dat i love did that..just dunno why..what wrong i did to them also i dunno..sigh........i just dunwan to say bout it..cause its hurtful..hmm,going to sleep soon,cause im terribly sick..hope i get well soon..now still thinking about the operation..should i go or not..i cant stand it anymore..im too stress,confused and scared bout it...cause its a serious thing..hmm,luck is always not by my side..i wonder,why my friends which is a butch,easily get the gals they want..even the gals straight or senget,they can get..haiz....patah hati ah now...cry till no more tears to cry some more..='(..on monday dun feel like going to school..paiseh ah..being rejected its so damn malu..hmm,now i'm just feeling hurt,speechless and damn sad......cant think of anything right now..so guess i better go sleep..toodles..