i love him alot..

just got home from Shah alam..we arrived there around 12 plus..i follow my uncle car..coz i love his car..Inside all manchester united logo..haha..dad and uncle bring speeding and got fined..haha..then when we arrived,all of my cousins,aunty and uncle welcome us..then i went straight to the room to see my beloved cousin who is very sick..i really pity him..i cried when see his condition..its very bad..how i wish he could live long in this world..when i talk to him,he could hear but cant even see me even though he open his eyes..he only can shake his head if he don't want something..then there's one part he cried..its really touching..i could imagine how his dad and mum would feel..all of us who visit him cried..even my lil cousin who is 4 years old cried to see him like that..when his family is in singapore and before migrating to shah alam,i used to be so close to him..always come to his house..and among his siblings,he is the most good looking one..still remember i always make him smile and laugh..i miss his laughter and sweet smile..yesterday i cant see those cause he cant respond..if he's gone,he will surely go to heaven cause he's still a kid and didn't have any sins..he is a good boy..he's strong too..he can bare all the pains that he's going through..he keep it to himself..i really miss the old him..now he cant even talk,walk,move,see,eat,laugh..i'll always pray for him..thought of going shah alam again after my bro finish his exams..i love him alot..hoping he could get well..and then yesterday also my aunty passed away..she only 24 years old..pretty too..haiz..may her soul rest in peace..i got many problems seh..so stress and depressed to see them like this..everytime there will always be a problem that will hurt me..i want her now..i want her by my side..haiz...