09/09/09 ..

09/09/09 turned out to be a bad day for me..I was being rejected by her..Its unfair..because of one guy i also being affected..she love that guy too..MY GOD!how to love 2 person..u can only love one person what..then that guy also sound her on the 9/9/09..if she really love me,she can accept me what..then many times i ask if she really love me..she say yes..as her feelings is more this time on..then i guess she noe about 09/09/09 is suppose to be a happy day for me as i wanna ask for a patch up..then last min this is what she give me..she is confused cause of dat guy too..come on lah..who know u first..its me..some more we're classmates,u noe about me alot,my family background..then this is what i get..and yah,if u really sit down and think,u should noe that i've love u for quite a long time also..remember on march,when i'm still in a relationship nadd..i called u and ask eg if i gt feelings for u,wad will u do?..u say that u dunno..and see the situation..from there i start to have feelings for u..bt i tell myself not too as i have nadd..and only treat u as a sis..then when i run away from home..why did i go to ur house and find u..as i can go to my cousin house right..don't u ever think about that?..its up to u to think..i cant decide for u..if u want to confuse here and there,till next year u still like that..when i want u,i sound u for 6 times..after 6 times then i get u..i always sound people max 2 times only..but this is 6..cause i noe that i really love u..i love my previous ex so much..then i got to know the truth about her,i try to love u more..and my feelings grow stronger..and now,this is what i get..gals like to hurt guys feelings easily..imagine if we are the one who hurt them..i wander,what will happen..hmph..and i'm really sick..as my condition is bad to worst..then now what..worst to _ _ _??...Anyway now i want to let u decide urself..its not that i don't love u anymore..its just that i want u to really think that who is the one u should go with..that's all i can say..as im really hurt and disappointed with you..