stress!

today at home..so bored..lazy ah to follow mum and dad..bored sia..only me at home..my big bro werk,my small bro sch,my sis werk..haiz..then yesterday meet zila at admiralty..then after that she go check up and i go meet narissa and rohani for a while..then wanna go to my cousin house,tak sempat..mum ask to go home cause wanna go out..haiz..sorry cuz...then at night gotta noe that zila was warded..haiz..stress ah..im worried seh..may she get well soon..Zila,pls dun avoid me..im sorry if im in the wrong..but u can't blame me..its the truth..hmm..yes im still in love with my ex,but u cant be mad..i noe u love me,but i just cant force myself to love u wad..hmm..maybe give me more time to think about it k..