feelings!!!!!!!!

yesterday eager to go to school cause wanna see her and my beloved classmates..but then it turn out in a sad way..i guess she's avoiding me..can see seh..my friends even say that without me telling them..cause its obvious..my classmates fun ah..love them..then today in school didn't see her..then my friend saw her n told me..so i look at her..i miss her alot ah..dats y i keep on looking at her..then we didn't talk..if talk also like a bit only..everytime i see her,she turn away..haiz...y did she do this to me??not enough hurting me??...stress u know keep on thinking about this..i tried not to but i cant..i don't know ah what u treat me as?..maybe a stranger or just a school mate?..definately not friend cause we don't seem to be one..u noe im being hurt badly....i just don't know what to do now..i don't want to let u go cause even if u hurt me,i still love u..i dont know how to make u return to me..hmmm...then luckily in class there's aishah to cheer me up..thanks dear..now no mood to go school anymore seh..see her only,feel like crying...haiz.........