bingit siol..

today in the ward ok2 ah..then my skills not complete seh..boring seh..haiz..then till never go for my second break..wait for teacher ah,cause wanna do skills but then neva do..all have to gather..idiot sia..then after the debrief,me and sheera laugh non stop..talk about the pondan..hahahaha..then when wanna go home,fifi pass her handphone to me cause she want songs from my handphone..so i see la..want to on the bluetooth..then when i come in only,teacher scold me and want me to pass my hp to her..she confiscate my hp ah..cause she say its still during working hours..WTF!..sign out ready sia..then went to the toilet and yah,very angry and pissed off..that anger is only 60%..my friends all ask me to calm down,but i didnt..cant ah..if only my ex was the one who talk to me and calm me down,i will relax a bit..then friends told me that teacher want to see me..then i look at her and i feel relax a bit..but still angry..then talk to teacher also i didn't see her face..i look at other place..now she know who's the real SHAH..not the timid and nerdy one..and yah,i cry cause im damn angry..im pissed off..i cry of anger..then she talk2,i also dunno wad did she really say cause i didn't hear..pretend only..haha..then went to smoke with alif and fiezah..after that went home with fiezah..cute la her..haha..and yah to my ex gal..i dun love fifi or have feelings of her..i cume kwn je ngn die..and she like manje2,so i also manje2 la..i love u..ONLY U..SHAH LOVE HER ONLY..her latest Ex girlfriend..miss u soooo much sayang..then now hand swollen cause i punch many things in the toilet..haiz...