stress!!!!!!!

till today still keep on thinking about the bloody money..then now scared if they post letter to my letterbox..really wanna slove it quickly ah..stress sia..then my bro is so sweet he's willing to help me..he's giving me at least $4 to 5 per day..but then still not enough..left a few days more..then yesterday miss baby so much and meet her for a while and fetch bro from school..and yah,my exam result sux sia..with this kind of result i wanna be a paramedic..dream on sia..i got C for my nursing studies and F for bio..and i got 1.1 for my GPA..Im sad till i can laugh sia..then today never go out..so bored..sleep only ah..then in the morning dad suddenly told me that i don't need to check the letterbox..i was so shocked sia..since when i check..for all this while i neva check..then now i'm scared cause i dun have the key..what if dad check and got that letter..i hope then npb people never post it..stress sia everyday like this..
I miss u so much sayang!