feelings...

today ok2..tired as usual..tomorrow afternoon shift..but still have to wake up early cause got counselling..then today saw that person,im controlling myself not to cry..but inside im crying and dying..but outside,im smiling..can't believe this is happening..sad seh..every night,migraine..haiyoo..If i and her are still together,today is our 3 mth..haiz..tak sampai..='(
Now i'm feeling SAD,HURT,HEARTBROKE !!!Got other feelings too but don't know how to describe..
Never had this kind of terrible feelings in my life..all in one..sigh.......